Superstitions & Palmistry?

Superstitions and palmistry.
Truth or just made up beliefs?
My Deepavali was totally good, only to be hampered by a certain thing that is clinging onto the back of my mind.
My palm was ready by a family friend of my father's and the things he said about me, *sighs*
It was like as if my palm was a very terrible one.
Whatever he said, has been stuck onto my mind and therefore, i wanted to research if palm reading is really true or not.
What he said about me, was not helped by my sister who dreamt that i got boxed in the face till one of my eyes was gone.
My parents got so worried and now i'm stuck with a curfew, no going against dad's words!:(

From what i researched about palm reading, the answers i get are mixed.
A few sites, tell me that palm reading is just fake, and it's just a cultural tradition passed on.
However, other sites tell me that palm reading is true when palmistry is studied properly and the changing of hand lines, can be monitored by ourselves.
Very confusing results, however, personally, i do not believe palm reading.
I always believe that it is our determination which shows us the way.

Superstitions are credulous beliefs made up by people from the past and i dont belive black cats to have powers to cause bad luck, breaking of mirrors to cause seven years of bad luck and the swinging of gates at six to invite evil. I dont believe in any of these crap!

Dreams, however, seem to be a very interesting topic. Reading up on this, the study of dreams is called oneirology. People till today, are still trying to find bout further about dreams. It was a very interesting topic to read up on. Dreams arent truth, but it affects the way one thinks. Interesting.
:(

& Friendship & My Life!

Been clubbing once again.
Really enjoy dancing and all.
& managed to build a better bond with my cousins!
But sometimes, i realise, it's better not to care than to care too much for someone.
I was just a little too affectionate towards this certain someone, and i ended up being mistookk for wrongly.
*Sighs*, it happens.

Holidays are here, and exams are nearing.
Havent done any revision yet, and i have to start getting down to it.
Really have to do well in these examinations, or i'm gonna end up repeating year 2.
Really worried for my studies and am trrying to improve this habit of waking up on time.
You gotta do better guru, sleep early!
Been trying to look for a job too, home situation aint good.
Gotta start earning some bread for myself.

Have started getting back to church and overslept today.
See! I cant even wake up for church.
I really gotta improve on gettng up.
& i've to start exercising too.
Have been procrastinating too much about it!
Gotta start!
:)

Pissed!

Talk about people who can piss you off so bad.
A simple joke cannot be played along with and what do i get?
A super sensitive reaction followed by assumptions!
Dont test my limits cause i can be nice and if you're gonna blow your attitude off on me, i dont have the need to stand it!

And to my so-long-ago-updated-blog:
I've been having like so so so much of fun!
Didi's birthday was real fun!
I wanted to own the present i made her, but oh well!
Went to watch Thillalangadi with her and then, ended up at Mummy's with the cake and food and all.

At night, headed to Double O with Bunny, Alvin, Thani, Didi, Sashi, Nanthakka & a few others.
Was a nice place, had so much fun there.
First time clubbing with Nanthakka & Bunny, but Nanthakka was super sweet.
She got me a shot & kept buying us jugs!
Later part, shifted to dreams & saw many familiar faces!
Monica, Gaythri .....
Was happy to see Mon after a long time.

Ended up at Mummy's place and then, fell asleep and stayed there the whole day.
Eating and eating.
Which leads to my next issue!
Something is seriously wrong with me.
I've been eating and eating and eating!
I cant stop myself how much i try!
I get hungry again and again.
Sad.

Today had a splendid time with Prasanna, Nisha & Murali!
My initial plan was to pass a gift to Esther at Yishun, slack a while and leave.
But these cuties made me stay the whole day & made me have so much fun with them.
& Pras treated me to like almost everything.
Movie, food & all.
Which reminds me to give a small review!

Madharasapattinam was a one of a kind superb movie.
Easily winning over Raavanan, this movie is something different and special.
Playing with your sentiments and all.
I almost teared, the impact was of such.
Definitely watching this movie again!:)

A New Change!

A New Change Is Just About The Corner For Me!

Firstly, I've Got A Job, Nothing Big, A Telemarketer.

To Help Me Meet Ends!

This Is Seriously A Blessing From Father God!

After How Much I've BackSlided & All.

I Asked And He Gave:)

Secondly, I'm Really Sure That I'll Be Moving Soon!

A New Environment, New Place & All.

I'm Not Happy, But I Dont Have A Choice.

Have To Go With The Family!

Thirdly, I'm So Certain That My First Semester Of This Year Is Super Screwed.

Therefore, I'm Just Gonna Let Go Of It.

And Cure This Sleeping Disease Of Mine, Before My Second Semester Starts!

And Then, I'll Give My Best!

My Saving Journey Has Already Started!
Gonna Work Towards That.

Its Better To Put Money Aside For God-Knows-When!

& Lastly, I Think The Best Change I've To Make, Is To Harden Myself!
Dont Let Anyone Hurt Me And Be Firm With Decisions.

A No To Someone Should Be A No!

And That Sleep's Ruining Everything!

I'm really worried about my education.
I'm starting to become very lazy and it's something really bad.
I dont even understand what's going on in classes these days and that is not a good sign at all.
I badly want to get to school, but this sleep is spoiling everything for me.

I've set a few targets for myself that i plan to achieve by this week.
I have to get back in track, in school (Before i end up as a Lifeless Loser)
I need to get this Diploma done and over with.
Prove to people my worth and fulfill my parents's expectations of me.
I really should start acting responsible.

& my sister, dearest sister, showed me a really disgusting video of maggots crawling out from a guy's foot.
That was when it hit my head, that my corn hasnt been removed.
And i started feeling this tickling sensation on my foot, like something was moving about.
I dont know, if i was having illusions or what.
But i aint waiting any longer, gonna have it removed.

I've to get back in track and set my mind straight.
No More Fun For You, Guru!
Back to school, exercise and more home time.
& I've to start learning the healthy habit of saving.
I say, but it never happens.
BUCK UP GURU!

Another compulsory thing that i should start doing, is quiet time as well as ass back in Church!
I guess that i have backslided like really badly.
I dont seem to be doing anything useful.
I have to start doing something about all this.
Sad.

Anyway, Kristen's birthday was fun, caught up with friends and all.
And my bundle of joy, Adrielle, was there.
So wish i could own her, but her mom would do more than murder me.
Need more time with that cute little cuppycake!
:)

Raavanan!

The Satisfaction Of Watching A Wonderful Movie.

I Truly Enjoyed This Superb Production As A Whole.

It Was Simply Wonderful & Beautiful.

The characters, every one of them, played out their roles, really well!

Aishwarya Rai looked beautiful and acted out the part of a policeman's wife, who gets kidnapped. Her emotions were well brought out and she managed to portray her role beautifully.

Vikram was spectacular. He was the kidnapper. A man who looks so angry and all, but soft in the inside.

The Story: Vikram kidnaps Aishwarya Rai to avenge for his sister's death, which was caused by a few police officers raping her. He kidnaps Aishwarya Rai as she is the wife of PrithiviRaj, a policeman, who indirectly caused Vikram's sister's death. Vikram's initial thoughts would be to kill Aishwarya Rai, but stunned by her bravery, he decides against it, and without realising, he falls in love with her. He tries to make her stay, but realises that her heart is with her husband. In the end, he sends Aishwarya back to PrithiviRaj. However, PrithiviRaj, would 'leer' Aishwarya into a trap, and he kills Vikram in the end. Aishwarya at that certain point, realises her love for Vikram. A beautiful Love story.

The landscape shots are simply wonderful. The hills, mountains, the broken statue in the middle of the river, not forgetting the steep waterfalls. Wonderful! The song scenes werent up to expectations, but overall, this movie was totally worth 12 dollars. I wouldnt mind watching it again. A wonderful movie with a heart wrenching ending!:)

I Really Hate My Family So Badly!

I hate my family.
I hate every single one of them.
I hate being enclosed in this place, where i find no peace, trust, love and happiness.
Everyone is fake, nothing is true.
Why can't even one of them understand, on how i feel?
Why doesn't anyone feel my pain of this separation?

I dont know where to go, or what to do.
I just dont want to stay here any longer.
I dont even feel safe, or comfortable.

Just yesterday, i thought that things would be better.
But it had to happen all over again.
I just hate this 'drama' for a familly.
I want someone who will love me & care for me.
I want a family to sit down for dinner with me.
To go out together, laugh together, with each other.
Love each other and understand one another.

I REALLY HATE MY LIFE!